February 1, 2003 - Saturday
I went to bed last night cursing the coming weekend. Weekends mean keeping
the boys active and distracted all day long and I'm behind on work and writing
with deadlines approaching and encroaching. With the
basement experience of Thursday I'm just frustrated by the lack of personal
time that having two small children begets. It's selfish, sure, and I should
enjoy every minute I spend with my children, sure. But, somehow, sometimes,
thinking about the desires of inexperienced minds - the need to remove pots
and pans for the kitchen cabinets, piling all toy vehicles in a closet, crashing
random objects into other random objects, not eating and drinking enough for
dinner, asking the same question over and over, making annoying saliva noises,
whining, saying "I want..." over and over, complaining about, well,
just about anything that comes to mind - is somewhat less than rewarding.
I guess it's a good thing that their mother took them shopping for the whole
morning. With afternoon naps, then late afternoon errands, maybe I was able
to get a little breathing space.
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